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Diobral diobral. Lobang jul diobral...
gatel mmbak e
omg !!!!
patung Liberty
Makanya tadi hyorin ngebut kek pembalap" moto gp
Ngeeeeeeeng~
Tapi kemudian, jangankan buat nginstall aplikasi onoan. HPnya aja jarang banget gue pegang. Karna ukurannya yang sangat sangat besar dan sampai sekarang gw masih belum ngerasa comfortable saat menggunakannya.
Ditambah, gw juga agak ragu. Apakah nyari temen ngewek bakal bikin gue feel good about myself, or feel awful instead.
Di bayangan gue, yg bakal gw hadapi adalah pola serupa tentang bagaimana gw ketemu stranger yang gak bener2 gw sukai, have sex dgn dia, sex-nya pun biasa aja karna harus pake kondom dgn alasan keamanan (fuck you STDs), orgasme yg alakadarnya, lalu ingin segera get rid of that guy (cause in my mind, he's only a tool, my sex toy) but i can't, cause he's a human, and i need to treat him well. Yang mana, perlakuan nice gw bakal diartikan lain oleh org itu. Lalu dia baper, mengharapkan sesuatu yg lebih dari sekadar fun. Dan ketika gw gak menginginkan yg dia inginkan, he'd call me a jerk.
I'm not saying "elu gak boleh baper" ke orang lain. Karna banyak jenis baper yg muncul diluar kendali kita. Tapi gw lebih paham sama baper yang melibatkan hal2 emotional. Seperti perhatian, sering jalan berdua, saling menjaga, etc. Because that's what baper is all about: feelings. Not sex.
So, i guess fun is not really an option for me now. I stink at it. And hell yes, I'm too sweet to be a fuck buddy. And i am fun in too many ways. Maybe not really that "fun" in bed with a stranger i just met. But i'm sure i still got it in me. That Super-BF material. Eventho' recently (and unfortunately) nobody sees me like one. Because fuck them, they don't know me. Well, however long it's gonna take, i still can stand this jombloness. No it's not my galau moment. Just one of my positive thoughts.