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real_radit

Ketemuan itu cuma sementara. Kangen itu abadi..

McGerronimo

Cubets hah

susahlogin

RIDE wrote: »

Curhat panjang seonggok jomblo on a saturday night.

Kemaren2 pas ngerasa udah butuh hp lagi, salah satu yang gw pengen lakuin dengan hp adalah menginstall aplikasi homo, ketemu homo2 di sekitar & get laid dengan sebanyak2nya orang, kemudian feel fuckin' good about myself. Oh yeah, it's the best way you can do to gain your self-worth. Bahwa lo gak sendiri, punya pemuas nafsu, masih disukai dan dibutuhin sama orang lain. Meski cuma dalam hal yg mungkin value-nya gak seberapa: SEX.

Tapi kemudian, jangankan buat nginstall aplikasi onoan. HPnya aja jarang banget gue pegang. Karna ukurannya yang sangat sangat besar dan sampai sekarang gw masih belum ngerasa comfortable saat menggunakannya.

Ditambah, gw juga agak ragu. Apakah nyari temen ngewek bakal bikin gue feel good about myself, or feel awful instead.

Di bayangan gue, yg bakal gw hadapi adalah pola serupa tentang bagaimana gw ketemu stranger yang gak bener2 gw sukai, have sex dgn dia, sex-nya pun biasa aja karna harus pake kondom dgn alasan keamanan (fuck you STDs), orgasme yg alakadarnya, lalu ingin segera get rid of that guy (cause in my mind, he's only a tool, my sex toy) but i can't, cause he's a human, and i need to treat him well. Yang mana, perlakuan nice gw bakal diartikan lain oleh org itu. Lalu dia baper, mengharapkan sesuatu yg lebih dari sekadar fun. Dan ketika gw gak menginginkan yg dia inginkan, he'd call me a jerk.

I'm not saying "elu gak boleh baper" ke orang lain. Karna banyak jenis baper yg muncul diluar kendali kita. Tapi gw lebih paham sama baper yang melibatkan hal2 emotional. Seperti perhatian, sering jalan berdua, saling menjaga, etc. Because that's what baper is all about: feelings. Not sex.

So, i guess fun is not really an option for me now. I stink at it. And hell yes, I'm too sweet to be a fuck buddy. And i am fun in too many ways. Maybe not really that "fun" in bed with a stranger i just met. But i'm sure i still got it in me. That Super-BF material. Eventho' recently (and unfortunately) nobody sees me like one. Because fuck them, they don't know me. Well, however long it's gonna take, i still can stand this jombloness. No it's not my galau moment. Just one of my positive thoughts.

ngemenf epe sih

arif_jogja

semalam bikin celana pendek. lalu paginya langsung dipakai. kemudian agak bisa memahami rasanya jadi mbak2 mini skirt/pants yg kadang disindir2 gitu.

ketika dipakai dalam posisi berdiri memang pas panjangnya. cucok, selutut. ketika dipakai naik motor, otomatis ketarik, separuh paha terekspos, bawaannya pingin narik2 ke bawah.

haphap93

kanen yg lg diklat dbandung

sunnyhoney

arif_jogja wrote: »

semalam bikin celana pendek. lalu paginya langsung dipakai. kemudian agak bisa memahami rasanya jadi mbak2 mini skirt/pants yg kadang disindir2 gitu.

ketika dipakai dalam posisi berdiri memang pas panjangnya. cucok, selutut. ketika dipakai naik motor, otomatis ketarik, separuh paha terekspos, bawaannya pingin narik2 ke bawah.

mas arip mo jadi cabe cabean

McGerronimo

Sama aku aja udah. Bahagia deh. Ciyus

Hiruma

cuma bisa ketawa baca selembaranny hti

dari ngomongin fungsi ibu dalam keluarga tetiba jadi ngomongin racun kepornoan

McGerronimo

Satu page lagi! Semangat, conq!!!

Hiruma

edit ga yaw postingan gw? hahaha

Hiruma

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Foxit

susahlogin

jiddenpark wrote: »

options to consider im going as, this halloween :

[1] an annoying ex-lover who keeps asking to start over, calling and texting all the time, complete with the flip phone similar to what we've seen in the latest video of adele's hello. (also left you a dozen of voice messages of him singing 'hello, is it me you're looking for?')

[2] a gadun who makes an army of kloningan in order to membalas sakit hatinya yg rapuh because one of his motto is "i will surely get my revenge".

[3] an alay who dedicates his leisure time collecting videos of cute guys dubsmashing 'twerking like miley'.

because nothing scarier than those.

lol.
yg nomor 2 bukan akooh kan say....

DarkLullaby

Got it Bitch~

DarkLullaby

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